"Eternal Return"

Loving you was a choice to be weak
And a chance to please that need

Loving you was living 
And loving you was to choose to go beyond living

Loving you was dread in every breath
And loving you was disintegration step by step

Loving you was a chance for chaos
And a choice to claim a part to play

Loving you was a long day ending 
and loving you was choosing to begin

kcg; july 25, 2021